Ok... I am putting everything on the table and I'm not even sure how this will be received. I'm not even sure if this is a good idea...
Hello, my name is Kylie-Marie and I am afraid of a music video. The worst is that it is a Shania Twain music video, aka my idol's MV.
I am afraid of I'm Outta Here. I'm afraid of the scream at the beginning of the song. Because of that, I cannot listen to the album The Woman in Me.
I am scared of the music video because someone decided to include the scream. Now, I am a visual related to it that still haunts my dreams.
Because of this, I have trouble doing research on the Internet about Shania, I have trouble listening to country radio stations (like Sirius XM), I have trouble doing research on Youtube.
The decisions made 25 years ago still affects me to this day and now that I am putting myself out as a Shania fan here or on my Youtube channel, I need to take extra precautions to not get triggered.
When I was a child, I used to be afraid of alot of stuff, but I got over them with time, except for that freaking MV and song. I get sick just knowing something Shania related will come nearby.
Now, this post is for me to share my experience with something. Not a lot of people know about this except my family (who many of them have NOT been the most supportive, (like holding me down when the song or MV is on)).
I hope we can have a convo about this WITHOUT having any video or image appearing here. I just want to talk. Thanks for reading...
Maybe the new Shania vocal version being released on the Diamond Deluxe Edition will not have the scream at the beginning of the song. 🤷🏼♂️ When it becomes available, I will let you know.
I’m not sure if you’ve heard the Greatest Hits, I’m Outta Here doesn’t have the scream on there! As a Shania fan I’m sure you would love to experience all of her music in a positive way!
Maybe the new Shania vocal version being released on the Diamond Deluxe Edition will not have the scream at the beginning of the song. 🤷🏼♂️ When it becomes available, I will let you know.
